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I
suddenly hate myself with a passion, this wicked cat and mouse game
I play ruins me severe... the clouds seem closer today, the joker I
tease so oft begins to get angry. I should not bluff one day he will
hold me to this defiant promise and where will I go, what will I do
then? The angel sucks me dry, gnaws at my spirit but he cannot be blamed
- the only fault I pin one of beauty - otherwise he is simply the victim
in the wrong place at the wrong time, it could have been anyone... but
I swear to you I will fix, I love you enough to apologize
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I
wrote this in 1998 for a Pommie guy I was mad for. It was truly an embarrassing
experience. Completely! Although he never once forgot my name, because
he loved the football team. I hate it when guys do that.
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